for real this time

I'm gonna stand strong. Currently encountering some doubts which I think its quite tricky.

Straight to the point.

Special message to certain someone:

I just wished that I could never see 'you' again, never again.

Be noted that Yamaha is my working place, do try to overlook that place whenever you're in the proximity.

Pleeasseee........ :'(

-signing off-

what i've done.

Fatigue, fagged, exhausted, tired, worn out, are simply the possible words to define my condition right now as my day was filled with energy consuming activities. I am already at my humblest stage of fitness, in fact, I've always been in this stage. I returned to school today, not for any undisputed memoirs or missing school kind of thing, but to join the juniors for training as they are preparing for the inter school competition. I can proudly say it out loud, I was totally out and was unable to keep up with the rising rhythm of the training. I felt like an old man. Training was VERY different these days, unlike those drills I've been through. But it's good to experience something new, and fun catching with them. =) Well, it all ended around 11o'clock and I was feeling so darn relieved when the final whistle was blew.


THEN, I went to the gym at Aeon(fitness first) with Wai Kiat and William. Wai Kiat has a free trials offer for some reason, and he asked us to tag along. I couldn't remember why did I agreed to join them but I did. It was merriment still to have joined. I'm not gonna talk much about what we did inside, but it was truly tiring and I mean it. I feel like I'm floating now. Stayed there for 4hours. Basically I was torturing myself today for no reason. I've gotta get some precious rest, allow me please. goodnight! =)




-signing off-

Weako

When knee meets muscle, they become extremely lovable and intimate and live happily ever after.haha? Yes? Noooo! When this happens, fairy tales shouldn't be brought into the picture at all in the first place! haha What happened was, I played basketball today, and as I was dribbling the ball, I tried to dribble pass this guy. In the process of doing so, half way through I assume, that guy used his knee to block me. Apparently that attempt of trying to block me with his knee has caused me a 'dreadful' injury on my leg. His knee knocked hard on part of my leg's muscle. =(

I wanted to shout 'WTF' so badly, but I didn't! HAHAHA. Instead, I succumbed to it and consent reluctantly and acted as if only a belittled impact hit me. But never mind, he's only a young boy, oh wait I don't know exactly how old is he but still, I'm willing to forgive him. I'ma take my time to massage the affected area and the worse thing is, I'm working tomorrow (10am-6pm). ehhwahh ehhwahh.. how to stand? hehe. Tak ape larh.. =) Goodnight people.. =*





-signing off-

Strange

I didn't realize this weird habit that I've been carrying until I was reminded. *sigh* Not any usual bad habits that you can thought of, like snoring loudly while sleeping or playing with Barbie Dolls when I have free time, but it's me, not viewing my friends' profile in Facebook. I mean, I'm so much depended only on the News Feed, where comments and statuses were posted. I never actually go to one's profile, to check out what has been playing in their lives. Unless he/she is a newly added person, I might just drop by and view their pictures and get to roughly know that particular person. Even close's friends profile! =( I think I'll have to start out with close friends' profile first, view it occasionally, make sure I know more or less about them and what's going on in their lives. *tada* hahaha.





wookay, gotta go. I'm going to the salon with Mummy. I've been her very trustworthy driver lately. KAKAKA. hehe. My hair is like a bush, you can even hide guitar pick in it. Since I've already got my very own picks, so it's unnecessary for me to 'steal'. HAHAHAHA.





-signing off-

Jaw Dropped

No words could ever describe such inhuman activity, this ain't a sin and this is as cliche as it may sound for some people. I was caught at the highest level of disbelief and incredulity before settling down at a restaurant earlier this evening. There sat a topless old-man, skinning some kind of animal and he was bathed with its(the animal) blood. Just a distance away, that hot-spot where the rare activity took place was swarmed by teenagers. As my anxiety arises, I couldn't care less to catch a glimpse myself of what's going there. Let the jaw dropping session begins:






Skinning your friendly neighborhood's chicken? ohh wait...







I don't think this looks much like a chicky to you anymore right? That kept me wondering hard still.





ME: heyyy, that looks pretty familiar. Is that a *took a deep breathe*??????? NO WAY RIGHT?!!



It might looked like a dog to you, but no way! It has got wings! That bloody old man was skinning bats!!



I assume he enjoyed himself.






After skinning, you cut them into pieces.. :O





I interviewed that man, he told me that these bats are pre-ordered. There are actually 'animals' who eats bats! WHATTT THHHE HEELLLLL righhhhtt?? Look at those heads, each and every one of it. It still speaks for itself. =(





-signing off-

Mortified

I've failed to search for the righteousness of the whole matter, matter in which its so simply and yet so complicated. I'm in doubt of whether the decision that I've made or the move that I've taken is right for the relevant parties. Am I going a little bit way too swift? I could just feel the unavailability of some essential element(s). With all that I could ever do, I don't wish to inflict anymore unwanted pain to anyone no more especially you. So I'ma review it all over again.





-signing off-

Avaricious

I was so in the mood to blog about my weekend in which it went so pretty simply and low profile. Miraculously I enjoyed such things and thought it would be great to have it again, until this very day at work, a dashing hopes came to ruin the show.




Just when you thought someone is being nice to you as a good friend, they are actually envious and jealous of you. Jealousy are so excruciating that it would endure someone to tear some other people apart and breaks into souls. I'm poured with disappointment..







anyhow, I miss ma babe.. This has got nothing to do with her.





-signing off-

Opera(oprah) Winfrey.

Look what they have? I was immensely impressed upon stepping in. It goes along with its name beautifully. *I just woke up*


-signing off-

YA think?

I was at work yesterday, the morning shift to be exact. I find it so cool to be able to access into the building through the loading bay because I've never been there, and can only peep from a far range whenever I pass by it. So it was yesterday, as I took my steps towards the loading bay, I felt so much like an employee, the right feeling of being an employee! FUH! hahaha. Months back, I worked at the same place(yamaha). For that short period of time, I entered through the main entrance, where all the shoppers gain their access. So cliche! This time, I did it the employees' way! AHHHH MANN! cooolio! The working hours in Yamaha went by as usual, but with very little customers due to the reopening of schools for students. But it's fine.


We received some new stocks with large boxes yesterday, and I found myself trapped inside a large box with tapes to seal the opening for being notorious and cheeky. And then the box was transferred out of the store, so humiliating! haha. Alright, this is what happened. I(kelvinkoh) saw this box which was right opened in front of me, and the size of the box was able to fit me through my judgment. Since I had nothing to do, I went inside the box and sat for a while. Little did I was, my moves was monitored! Mr. Christopher came so quickly to seal up the opening with tapes. I wanted to scream and cry out loud for mercy but I don't want to create havoc that would irked the whole mall. So, all I did was just some medium volume screaming. It didn't work out of course. hahaha. As I was transferred out of the store, I stayed OUT there for roughly 20seconds before I was freed. Ohh goshh..I will never forget this, and I will never get into a box regardless of whatever circumstances no more. hahaha. crazy people..





Look what I've found in the pantry at Yamaha. :D




HAHAHAHAHA.




-signing off-

The flow continues

Dear readers,(WHAT?? I've never started a post greeting the readers!haha.)


So people, if you don't realize, which I'm sure most of you will do, we are living in a brand new year already! That excites me tremendously all the time whenever I look at the calendar. :D I've got this feeling from the bottom of my heart that I'm about to have a great, GREAT year ahead. All I can do now is to keep my fingers crossed and hopefully dreams will turn into reality. HAHA. I'm really liking 2010 you see, even though it has been only 3days breaking into the new year, and I've been sick since yesterday, that will not stop me from further loving the year 2010. I know I know, it doesn't make any sense. haha. Couldn't care less? XD




CHRISTMAS!!

Did you guys enjoyed Christmas? I couldn't remember what was I doing on Christmas but I remembered I was at The Curve during the eve! To clear up the air, I did not club okay, I was there with my lovely family except for my sister. We were expecting to catch some lively and entertaining fireworks but naaah, nothing~ We had a warm dinner at The Paddington, and as usual the foam spraying ceremony then after. It's kinda stupid, to 'spray' all your money at people and then u get addicted. 5cans after 5cans after 5cans and the list goes on. Hey, chillax larh, christmas comes only once in a year? hahaha Oh yea yea, I was Brian's house for dinner during Christmas and was at The Bamboo after dinner with friends. righttt I saw my bro's friends there and one of them was like, 'Come come, drink! bring all your friends! drink more! you and your bro are good friends of mine.' He was drunk I think. XD


I came back considerably late after hanging out at The Bamboo, and I have to wake up at 7.30am the next day for the YA Teens Camp! It starts on the 26th till the 29th, just on time for Mum's birthday which is on the 30th. That very camp, have instilled some very valuable and worthful lesson into me. I kept questioning myself, even till the very last minute when I was boarding into the bus, 'Why am I, a Buddhist, attending a Christian camp??' Till now I still couldn't find a valid answer but I have no regrets attending, it changes my perspective towards life significantly.



I looked ugly I know, but I have to introduce this guy to u ppl man! He is a pastor, he preaches so energetically and full with passion. The message he tried to conveyed was literally received by most! Though he is short, but he has got everything to topple tall guys. Throughout the camp, I only took ONE very picture of myself, and this is the very one! Wait till you know him and you'll understand why of all the hot girls there, I would only want to take a picture with him.



THEN COMES THE NEW YEAR!

Very excited as usual, without any reason backing it, just mere excitement. hahaha. Mua had a countdown party at The Mist club at Bangsar with my kawans kawans, and goshh, it was monopolized mainly by Indians(bukan racist). I was lucky enough to have a companion, and sure did enjoyed, Indians or not story of the yesteryear. HAHA. I'm sorry I don't have much pictures to enlighten the post. I kinda have this 'thang' going on with my phone's camera. I don't like using it, it's very troublesome and difficult to handle?
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New year has been great thus far I would say, as for today, after breakfast I went to the HELP University College's Open Day. After a short unimpressive counseling session, we decided to leave the place and head to UCSI University College which I've shortlisted out of all the colleges. Then I was in Midvalley for some window-shopping which turned out to be a real shopping, I mean I'm so used to window-shopping larh. HAHA. Bought a skinny and two jerseys from Topman, on sales lar wei! If it wasn't for the SALE sign, I wouldn't have stepped in!HAHAHA. As for dinner, there was a little controversy, my bro wants to dine in Delicious, because he spotted some girls that caught his eye. He denied the speculation somehow, but nehmind, only his heart and god knows the truth.hahaha I didn't want to dine in Delicious, so I pulled my mum along with me to the Chilli's which is right beside Delicious. Slowly, they gave up going against me and joined me and my mum! *TADA*

I had this Sounthern Lamb blah bla bla bla. The reason why I can't walk after dinner.






I'm soo tired.
-signing off-

Ran-dom

I finally played a 'competitive' match today, after sooo long. I have to admit that I wasn't even into it, I was gasping for air throughout the first quarter and for a minute, I even thought of giving up and pick up the task of the bench warmer. But the game progressed significantly and more likely as time passes by. I felt comfortable playing basketball (hooooray) after a while and I didn't want to stop. Though I did not shine like a 'star', but I really enjoyed the beauty of it. OH ya, we had this friendly with guys from PJ because these guys are heading to CHINA for an international friendly with several top grade clubs. Just as I wondered, how are they going to survive over there in China? The standard of playing is no joke to us Malaysian. Still, I'm still hoping for the best out of them. =) Oh yea, FYI, we beat them okay! But only by a small margin. oppps! hahaha.

Now here's the setback, remember how I used to emphasized on how much I would wanna play in competitive matches again? I just got to know that, there's only ONE freaking tournament left for me and it falls on the 26th of December which isn't a very good date because I'd be heading to PD again for a camp? I think? haha. Which means I won't be playing! I SO wanna go to the camp and at the same time SO wanna play for that tournament! I've already registered for that camp, and there's no way that I can pull out. Conclusion is, CAMP it is okay? =/

Anyhow, I found what interest me the most for the time being these day. You guys heard of the 90210? Ahhh man, I've been spending MOST of my time watching 90210 man! Its so good, I love it!

Cast of the show. Uhhuh, they missed out Adrianna, who is equally hot and hot and hot. So much drama and so much emotion! Try watching maybe? No?? hahaha.


Adrianna = Missy in the driver's seat.






And and and, SHU WEN. Why are you blaming me over and over again? I thought I made myself pretty clear already, it wasn't my fault. I would want to 'repay' you, but some people thinks that I'm just making excuses. Critics from 'you know who' made it impossible. huhu.. I don't want to be dubbed as a desperado okay? Clear your mind and think it over again alright? Please... It's not my fault.. =)




-signing off-

Sweet O'mine.

I still can't digest the fact that I just finished my exam and I'm officially out of high-school. =O This is all happening was too quick and I've stumbled upon disbelief. I've been praying so hard for SPM to end, and now that is done, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO NEXT! great. ahahaha. I felt awkward when I got home yesterday, because the feeling of 'i need to study for the next paper' was no longer there. But I'm slowly coping with it, which is a good thing. =)

I got home yesterday, and the first thing I did was some 'hardcore chores!' Longing for this moment ever since ever. Hold it, the chores I meant was, clearing up all the books and notes in my room. Apparently, my room was flooded by waves of notes and books, not that I've studied hard and have been burning the midnight oil but it makes it easier for me to reach out for the books/notes WHEN I feel like studying. Hahahaha. The time rarely comes. HAHA!


While in the evening, I went out with bunch of friends to Sunway to experience the first-hand freedom after those disastrous months before the exam. And today, I'd be leaving to PD with my friends for some leisure by the beach and the next day we'll be departing to KL from PD for another night. This is like an immediate celebration after SPM, I was suggesting to at least take a break first or something. But it got objected, it's okay! hahahahaha

I have like this play going on in my mind of what should I be doing and what do I want to do yesterday night. After hours of critical thinking, I've come up with an "I can't wait list" to fill up my time during the holidays. And clinging on the top is:


I CAN'T WAIT TO PARTY!
I feel as though I've behind bars for years, and I need to exploit myself in a good way. That is why I agreed to the immediate enjoyment stated above without any loath. But firstly, I would like to apologize to my brain cells, as it will be killed/denatured by the cause of bla bla bla. Not sure how much of it, but still sorrry! I've already make a vow to control my intake of bla bla bla, and I'm gonna make it happen! Party responsibly you see. hahaha


Next is, I CAN'T WAIT TO PLAY BKB AGAIN!
I can't wait to be fit and play in competitive matches again, though I've always lose in big games but still I wanna play! Well, this doesn't mean that I love to lose okay! hahaha. I've played a couple of times before the end of SPM, and the guilt accumulated was immense. =/ I don't know why. As far as I know, there will be only ONE last tournament left for the under-17. I should treasure it! haha


Then, I CAN'T WAIT TO WORK!!
If you have been keeping up with my blog few months back, I actually worked for 5days in Yamaha and I fell in love with working right on the course. I was dubbed as the worst musician ever and I'm working in that store. Doesn't make sense right? hahaha. But seriously, it was downright cool and fun to work okay! The problem is, no one wants to hire me now! XD ohhh shit.


And the fourth is, I CAN'T WAIT TO EXPLORE NEW THINGS!
There's so many things in life, different people, culture and diversity. I just can't wait to explore most of the wonderful things in life. GAHHHH!


Fifth, I CAN'T WAIT TO GET MY LICENSE!!
I've been delaying my license exam/Undang for months, and its getting on my mum's nerve. Not a very pleasing thing to know. But at the end, I could drive around, roam places I always wanted to go, and not troubling my mum. Nice isn't it??


And lastly, I CAN'T WAIT TO GO TO COLLEGE!
Going college would be awesome and exhilarating, but the feeling of being a freshman all over again isn't conducive at all. Above all, I reckon things will be way better in college AND hopefully there wouldn't be any gays. I'm not trying to imply that gays will inevitably fall for me, but I do have this instinct of disliking gays. Sorry if I offended gays out there, but we could be ONLY friends? no? hahaha... (not you)




I've gotta go, am feeling really nice to start blogging again. I have to start packing now! Will see you guys some time in future. chaooooww...





-signing off-

Exactly What

It's the long awaited beginning of the end. I'ma rumble you down SPM. This is it!




Sorry fellows, sacrifices needs to be done for something in return. Be it huge sacrifices like those that would take up lives or petty sacrifices like what I'm doing now :ditching my blog. hahaha I've tonnes and tonnes of updates, things I wanna divulged. But it will all be after my examination. I can't wait, I can't wait!!!




-signing off-

Boom, shake & drop.

I guess, Halloween really served me right. Spooky is sexy.




Finally I have unleashed the tame 'beast' in me for once after so long. It felt good. Long stressed days, weeks and months made this super-hyped day even more possible. The most beautiful thing on earth are girls, and nothing else. Even though they are often the cause of many biological diseases like the Klinefelter's Syndrome, the one disease I recently just filled in. HAHAHA. Don't come pointing guns at me women,It can be negotiated! hahaha

The excitement didn't end there, it was followed by my school's Graduation Day! hooraay? Ya crap, we are still attending school as usual.hahaha. I don't know whether was it because of my clothes or what? I've got all sorts of funny and incompatible comments which I'm totally glad of hearing it. hahaha. doesn't make any senses here. Ohh ya, right after the graduation, me and bunch of my friends hit Aeon for the sizzling hot movie starred by the ever-so-refined Megan Fox. It was a blow for me as I only rate the movie 6/10. The story-line ain't that impressive after all, besides the always-in-shape body of course. Well, that wasn't the highlight of the day actually. Us, as in me, Jermz, cg and wai kiat was on course for some of the wickedest dare of all times. The idea came out of the blue as we are supposed to take turns to literally strike on a girl by chance of no harm. Then, we are required to either speak to the girl about absolutely anything that makes sense or just inquire for their number just so your creativity juices have ran out. 2 of us made it through with style, 1 got hung in the middle, and another 1 was probably because of insufficient time. Hey, it was just for fun and mean utterly no threats to young girls. Well as the matter in fact, they actually Loved all these approaches by guys. Girls, you've got to admit that, don't hide it, and face the truth!hahahahaa.



Where was my hands again?? Oh ya, the robe was huge! It 'ate' my hands off. Looked dumb enough, but loved the dumb side to bits!! hahaha.



-signing off-

Soooper Kiddo.

Ka herr

On Saturday evening, I was at AEON for a little while and all of a sudden, I found my way to the airport. It was nothing miracle that happened or what, bro had to finish up some work at the airport, some carpentry stuff I assume, so I was asked to follow since staying at AEON was as dull as it always seem.

At the airport, I was restricted from entering the site where construction work takes place. I’ve already knew about that because my bro told before I even hopped into the car, so I was smart and wise enough to bring along my Physics book. He headed his way and I pocketed some cash before I went on my way, which later turned out to be McDonald. *sighs* hahahaha. If only I have in mind of where to go, I wouldn’t have chosen that place okay. Hahaha. So there was this one time, when I was in the lift alone, and there suddenly came 3 Malay guys storming their way towards the lift from as 'faaaaaarrrrrr' as 5metres. And of course, being a considerate citizen which I already am *clears throat*, I kept the door opened for that 3 Malay guys to come in.

All of them came in and one of them LOOKED at me as if I was that animal howling behind his house yesterday night and caused him to be sleepless. How terrible could he be? I was saying it to myself: WTF dude, I’ve done a deed here hello! I should totally let you missed the lift. Gosh! But I smiled to him instead, portraying moral value here.

Man: *continues looking, glaring I think*

Me: *continues WTF-ing, and it’s time for me to look back*

Man: ahhh, Are you a Malaysian??

For a minute, I was thinking of making fun of him by saying: I’m from a country you barely even know! After all, what he did was cruel. But I didn’t! haha

Me: Yes, I AM a Malaysian *grins* :D

Man: *scratches his head, like for real* Ohhhh, I see! Cantik mukanyer.comel lah.

Me: *looks away pretending like as if I was never in national school and never learnt Melayu*

Luckily it was time for me to go off already, reached my level and before I leave.

Me: Have a nice day!! *and left*

This is the main point, not all the above: WHAT could that animal be, huh?! Censored! 3 guys talking about how CANTIK a muka is? GUYS?

COMEL? guys??

GO TO SLEEP KEL! It's 3 in the morning.

you find this braggy? U have a great sense of "humour".

-signing off-

Happy Birthday...

Ahhhh look at the calendar, it's 20th of October!! man... okay! The date, besides playing a role as a tip-off reminder of how much time left for me to study for SPM, it also tells me that exactly 17 years back from today, a friend of mine, who is so dramatic in the way she speaks and always equipped with quick wit and chirpy humour was born. Ohhh ohhh, she even pointed the finger at facebooks settings or management or whatever for the incident whereby my facebook account was dropped off in her friend's list. Ahahahhahahaha. Alright, I know I shouldn't have brought that up. You've explained to me. So sorry.! LOL hahahaa

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINXIN!! YOU'RE OFFICIALLY 17 NOW! ENJOY YOUR 17TH BIRTHDAY WHICH I'M SURE WOULD BE A BLAST IN DOWNTOWN LONDON. =)







Never fail to amaze me.

-signing off-

Envious maybe??

Sorry for the setback on my blog progress. Life isn't flowing as smoothly as it used to be these days. May I, the sinner, apologize for such.

I had this,hefty speculation, having thought that 'someone' who was all the while being nice would suddenly storm from the back and SNATCH every single thing out of you. Who, I shall not disclose even if its for a beguiling price-tag. I was constantly told by mum to beware. Am sure she had the firsthand knowledge of most things. So, I should just accept openhearted.


I have to have an answer to myself, why am I still thinking of certain someone?? This, to the greatest objection, shouldn't be occurring nor happening. Walk away by Paula Deanda seemingly to have brought everything back out of nowhere. What was the connection there? Who shall I grunt to and seek for assistance? May be it was just a mood swing, it will go off.


Right now, besides keeping my day as productive as possible, I have another objective. And that is : TO GAIN MY WEIGHT, HOPEFULLY TO 65KGS! I know this is sick for some people, but I really don't like it this way now. Of course, this is for a good cause and is not going to work through the unhealthy way. A friend of mine suggested a prominent way to gain weight, have every meal of yours, be it breakfast/lunch/dinner/ or supper, consume fast food! Great idea, thanks but no thanks! I'll die within a month before I get scale myself on the weighing scale. Hmmmm.. Do feel free to drop me some suggestion if you have any.? :D



-Signing off-

Journal De La Soe

Huuhhh???

Yesterday = Mua enjoyed!

We, as in the family, went to Kay Elle to have some leisurely time together. It's been a while since the last time mum&dad took the public transport, therefore, we decided to make our trip there with KTM Commuter. wooosh. Made our stop at the KL Sentral/Central station and was welcomed by Sis who was then responsible to commute us around the city. Firstly, we arrived at The Pavilion, drop off the car at the jockey and off, sneaking INTO the mall. Unsurprised norm, we did not get anything from that place but instead we received freebies from ice creams by the walkway and posters. right! I already had it pasted on the wall of my room! :D great, now my room looks even smaller, but nvm. =)

Actually, I did make an attempt to something!! I went into Topman and tried on several coat, ironically trying to lure them into buying it for me. AND as usual, it always fail, and this time failed even more horribly!hahaha Nahh, wasn't hurt at all. XD hahaha. As the cheeky attempt came to an end, we swayed out of the mall and walked around the proximity of Pavilion. Then, it was along the road and it's time to check in into Sungei Wang!! FUHHYOH! I remembered the first time I stepped into that place, was introduced by someone who lives in overseas throughout her adolescent about this place. How pathetic huh! hahaha. I don't really like that place actually, but its impression for me now is getting better after time. I have yet to give a thumbs up for the clothes there but for the funny people YEA! NO DOUBT! I really find some people there rather amusing, they have this really stand-out hairstyle, or maybe, quirky and kinky fashion sense that makes you go wow. I can't take my eyes off them at first, but I had to okay! LOL hahaha WAWA LAND LAR! *smacks head*

So, it was sunset which means it's dinner time. We had quite a hard time deciding where to eat though, (there larh, where???? NEHH, dont wan larh.) BUT, we finally came up with the most ideal place to eat of all. Just nice, we went to Jogoya for dinner!! The Mouth watery food Heaven! Oh yea, at the entrance of the Starhill Gallery right, I met this 'guy' who has this really funny-looking feature. CUte and cool!







you should know now why did I put that inverted ' ' there. hahahhaa


Dont' play play ar, this 'guy' is made of pure Bronze you know.. It's opaque inside, that would cost quite some money! hmmmmm..



Alright Sleaze-r, gotta sign off now.. *peace*