Trauma.

This is real and this is true, rhymes in the song Built To Last by Melee. Life's full of ups and downs and also obstacles, bless my soul. Provide me space to raise my head. Say all I need is what's nudging in my mind.

I'm currently feeling really calm and cool to blog.

You demanded for a call-off, its the best for you I assume. Friendship is meant to last, but it doesn't phrase in my life at particular times. I can't help it, if you dislike what I'm doing. Be less childish I would like to bury in you. I am certain that I'm not provoked throughout the process in fact I'm pleased that it's finalized at last. God made you this way I wont judge, but I'm willing to overturn your fate for the betterment of you. You declined and preferred to do it your way, I don't mind. This shows that you're speaking for yourself and have matured into a man. You sometimes disgruntled me with your pissy-ness, and I find it humorous at most times. XD Hereby, shall your own pride my friend guide you to the end of time, and cherish you in moment of life. Goodbye.. =)

Next up.

The current is flowing fast in the river and never once stopped flowing. My imagination pictured a time when dinosaurs was around, and as old time,the river never paused. What I'm trying to tell you here is, there are things in life that kept occurring and you never take notice of it. Sometimes you take it into an account as a minor thing, well, you'll never know what it might burst into. The river flows, is a small thing. BUT, when it stops, equivalent to no water, many of us die in return. Relation to you my dear, I sometimes grumble over teeny weeny cupid cases cause, I sensed the turmoil it capable of. You're somehow secretive about what we are. You're keeping out of people's knowledge is what i felt. You'll never succumb to your naiveness. You, You and again You. Make a change I would love you to do. *shakie bom bom* =)


Dilemma hits me.. Identity of whom and whom is involved is no necessary to disclose. hahahaha.. =) Two different cases, two different ppl. As I'm smiling and not even close to sad now, I would like to LAUGH and say goodbye for now.. hahahahaha..

ACS IU Day 09!

There are more pictures actually.. I've tried... =(

Indeed it was a successful one. Many showed up yesterday for the IU and yes, I had so much fun. Alongside with fascinating performances and peoples, the event I once thought that it will be a turmoil turns out good. That is why I didn't even bother to appear early as I was told to. Well, as soon as I arrived, I see familiar faces and unfamiliar faces. Then, I took a slot at the receptionist and helped out a little while.

To the show, it is so obvious that the second half of the IU outclassed the first half. 'Thanks' to the speeches given by numerous people that pulls away the excitement of the whole event. After our light refreshment, marks the beginning of the second half which practically awakes the half asleep crowd. It was followed by The Italian Runway, coolio band performances, hilarious sketch, and etc etc. Back then, I was reluctant to attend, then onwards I was upset that the event was going to end. Things come and go. So it all ended just like that, we celebrated our success in the auditorium and was told to evacuate after a while. I was supposed to get back home early, instead, I stayed back till late evening as I was hanging out with my friends. Mcd is what we ate and snooker is what we played. *i have to admit i sux at it* It's time, we are all tired and off we go.

I got home and i got screwed. *LOL* hahaha. I've got my own transport back home and I forgot to inform my mum. She was waiting for me I assume. hahaha. She said, 'why are you late and why didn't tell me that you've got your own way home?, what have u been doing throughout the day? what event was that u're attending?' I replied, 'Its an IU day mum'. Then, 'what day again? what did u do there?' I said, 'I told u mum, i'm helping out my school for a fashion show' 'so u modelled again? that's it boy, u're so irresponsible! u came home late and u didn't even call me up to inform me that u have your own transport back. you're not gonna model again im telling u, and enough with all these events' she said.

I'm pretty much saddened to be true, and that caused me a pull out on Sri Lethia's IU day*im not suppose to model again remember*. I promised to help her out for the fashion show, and now? The future is still undecided. Great! I feel really bad. *whispers* =(

Yesterday I LOVE! As soon as I got home, I HATE. hahahahaha.. Nevermind.. 'YOU CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE' Adapt that slogan and make changes. hahaha. *signing off*