Sweet O'mine.

I still can't digest the fact that I just finished my exam and I'm officially out of high-school. =O This is all happening was too quick and I've stumbled upon disbelief. I've been praying so hard for SPM to end, and now that is done, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO NEXT! great. ahahaha. I felt awkward when I got home yesterday, because the feeling of 'i need to study for the next paper' was no longer there. But I'm slowly coping with it, which is a good thing. =)

I got home yesterday, and the first thing I did was some 'hardcore chores!' Longing for this moment ever since ever. Hold it, the chores I meant was, clearing up all the books and notes in my room. Apparently, my room was flooded by waves of notes and books, not that I've studied hard and have been burning the midnight oil but it makes it easier for me to reach out for the books/notes WHEN I feel like studying. Hahahaha. The time rarely comes. HAHA!


While in the evening, I went out with bunch of friends to Sunway to experience the first-hand freedom after those disastrous months before the exam. And today, I'd be leaving to PD with my friends for some leisure by the beach and the next day we'll be departing to KL from PD for another night. This is like an immediate celebration after SPM, I was suggesting to at least take a break first or something. But it got objected, it's okay! hahahahaha

I have like this play going on in my mind of what should I be doing and what do I want to do yesterday night. After hours of critical thinking, I've come up with an "I can't wait list" to fill up my time during the holidays. And clinging on the top is:


I CAN'T WAIT TO PARTY!
I feel as though I've behind bars for years, and I need to exploit myself in a good way. That is why I agreed to the immediate enjoyment stated above without any loath. But firstly, I would like to apologize to my brain cells, as it will be killed/denatured by the cause of bla bla bla. Not sure how much of it, but still sorrry! I've already make a vow to control my intake of bla bla bla, and I'm gonna make it happen! Party responsibly you see. hahaha


Next is, I CAN'T WAIT TO PLAY BKB AGAIN!
I can't wait to be fit and play in competitive matches again, though I've always lose in big games but still I wanna play! Well, this doesn't mean that I love to lose okay! hahaha. I've played a couple of times before the end of SPM, and the guilt accumulated was immense. =/ I don't know why. As far as I know, there will be only ONE last tournament left for the under-17. I should treasure it! haha


Then, I CAN'T WAIT TO WORK!!
If you have been keeping up with my blog few months back, I actually worked for 5days in Yamaha and I fell in love with working right on the course. I was dubbed as the worst musician ever and I'm working in that store. Doesn't make sense right? hahaha. But seriously, it was downright cool and fun to work okay! The problem is, no one wants to hire me now! XD ohhh shit.


And the fourth is, I CAN'T WAIT TO EXPLORE NEW THINGS!
There's so many things in life, different people, culture and diversity. I just can't wait to explore most of the wonderful things in life. GAHHHH!


Fifth, I CAN'T WAIT TO GET MY LICENSE!!
I've been delaying my license exam/Undang for months, and its getting on my mum's nerve. Not a very pleasing thing to know. But at the end, I could drive around, roam places I always wanted to go, and not troubling my mum. Nice isn't it??


And lastly, I CAN'T WAIT TO GO TO COLLEGE!
Going college would be awesome and exhilarating, but the feeling of being a freshman all over again isn't conducive at all. Above all, I reckon things will be way better in college AND hopefully there wouldn't be any gays. I'm not trying to imply that gays will inevitably fall for me, but I do have this instinct of disliking gays. Sorry if I offended gays out there, but we could be ONLY friends? no? hahaha... (not you)




I've gotta go, am feeling really nice to start blogging again. I have to start packing now! Will see you guys some time in future. chaooooww...





-signing off-